Hay. It's always been like this. I would always feel the urge to blog, but then resort to my writing on my journal instead. Well, like what they always say, paper feels more genuine. But seriously, I know I should work on blogging more often now that it's summer break.
Anyway. The past few months have flown by so quickly, I almost fell off my seat, so to speak. A lot of things happened, most of them were among the most challenging ones I have had to go through yet. It included facing (and thankfully, overcoming) a looming breakup, dealing with issues at school, crying every other night for missing home, worrying about not doing enough to please my parents, feeling terrible for not talking to Him as much I used to.
Well, thankfully, it's all over now.
We're back together.
I've forgiven and let go.
I am home.
I understand.
I am starting to feel His Spirit again.
I can't stay I've been my best in those past months. But one thing's for sure, despite that. It's that I have always been blessed, no matter how undeserving I felt. And for that, I will never tire of thanking God. And it is for this reason that I am blogging now; to thank Him for everything.
Third year is over. I am a few days away from doing my OJT at this place, and a month or two from entering my fourth year. I guess it will always be unbelievable for me, that I am always a day closer to my chosen path. Years ago, it felt so distant. But now, I am about to be a senior, one who has taken all the required subjects, one that younger batches will have to ask tips from. It's still frightening, though. With all the expectations weighed on my shoulders.
One year from now, I will be graduating. And a few months from that time, I will be hurdling the big B. I might have to ask all the prayers I can get from my friends and family and from you. Please do pray for me. :) Thank you. :)
P.S.
I started this blog with the idea of separating my personal life from it. But I guess that could not be helped. So I may be sharing a part of me here, every once in a while.
P.S. x 2
May our celebration of God's resurrection this year be the most meaningful one. Please do take time to reflect, ask for forgiveness and forgive, go to church, and be with family. :) It will make God smile, I just know it. :)
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